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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

-PROBLEMS-

I dunnoe hw to express ds feeling. I want to cry bt i couldn't do it. I cannot bear it anymore. Y should ds thing happen to me?? TODAY 29th June 2010, ak rasa mcm da somthing hit on me! Something yg ak baru dpt kepastian setelah bertahun2 in dilemma. B4 neh mmg I insist to noe bout it, bt bila sda taaw suma ny ak rasa SAKIT yg x tertanggung. Ak x pasti maw share it with others or not bt ak x dpt simpan sumany sendiri. Td ptg ak kuar, ak netaw ke mana hala tuju ak. Ak sampai d uma my bestie, bt dia x d sana. P beli brg n ambil adik dia, ak ngat maw stay ctu tunggu dia balik bt ak binggung then jalan. Jalan until sampai d bukit Vor. Nice view.. D citu laa ak menangis all alone. Ak masi tertanya2 n ak rasa maw nangis sepuas hati.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Not feeling very well..

Today i woke up tyme matahari sda d atas kpala. means tghari! ha ha! Nenek baru balik dr hantar ah dae. Dia bising cz sharmaine oso baru bangun. I'm d 1 yg hantar sharmaine p skuwl. Then i met Quddus at smk putatan. We've been to gerai bakso. So hungry kn. Lpas hantar dia balik p smk putatan i went to anie's house. Tlg dia kt ctuu cz x pekerja kn. Lgpn x kawan dia. Boring jg kn x buat pa2. Almost 6 bru p mbil sharmaine at school. Nasib x bnyk sgt keta. Huh!

Hurm.. Nw I'm shaking oo, gosh.. My hands so cold n my head mcm maw pecah. sakit kepala! Ouch! Mcm demam. Something tat i really don't like at all. Tonite I'm going to stay with akbar, alink, atat n tipul at d same place tat we used to stay. Jz tunggu durg inform ja neh. Hee~ Masa2 b4 start study balik. =P Kna la hargai baik2 kn? ha ha!

Monday, June 21, 2010

xoxo

yesterday i spent tyme with hady, my besties Obel, Ida n ema at Cp. Notink much to do cz bnyk orang jg d kk kmarin. Especially timur. ouch! huhu! Obel, Ida n Ema went to Suria 1st p brgambar.hahhahaha! Ngat mw tgk movie ctu bt x pa2 jg kn d suria tu, so hady n I p ambil dorg d suria n jz lepak d centre. Mw tgk movie bt Obel not in the mood n takut pla dia balik lewat kn. Makanya kami p karaoke. whoa! Best jg release tension. hee~ Although suara x sedap. =P

Ah dea pn da p saloon so tunggu dia la jg skali. Bt dorg balik awal n keta full, so ak hantar dorg yg lain dlu balik baru ak fetch ah dea d cp once again. Tp lambat jg sda, twice ak pusing cp tu tp dia bkn da. X credit lg make it worse. I had to park the car n find him at centre. Luckily ada kdai top up nearby n ak call dia tus. Huh! rupanya umi called dia said maw ambil, n he's waiting 4 umi. Bt I oldy at Cp, so tus ja la balik skali. I jz text umi n told her tat i'm going home wif ah dae.
Sampai uma around 7 something. Take a shower then i watch tv skejap. X lama pastu ak bawa sharmaine p bilik. Sleepy. huhu! Dia main lappy ntah till wat tyme tuu.

Friday, June 18, 2010

One Fine Friday~

It's been a few days i didnt post in ds blog. Ada internet connection probz. he he! tuu laa psl. Mayb psl cuaca jg neh, tuu laa sowt2 connection. Hurmm.. [Listening to songs smbil typing].. Rasa sleepy jg bt still mw post something. Nothin special jg laa brapa ari neh, bt td ak kuar jap p ambil pndrive pat tipul. Ak da minta gmbar tyme d ranau rtuu kn. ngee~ Bnyk plaa candid picx ctuu. ha ha! Besshh neh tgk. Bnyk lg tuu gmbr kna snap, 100 lbih jg. Yg muka ak budax pn da! ouch! ha ha! sakit mata tgk! yaiii! ekekek! Bt 4 sure ak still trasa happy masa tuu even tgk picx ja. Release tension kn. Nw ak jz tgk profile org sambil comment kt wall wiff darren, ikhwan n alink. Notink much. "Is it u" by cassie.. Nw playing. Ds song remind me my past. huhu!


I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need? "bla3!"

bnyk maksud kn? ha ha! lg laa bnyk erti tuk ak. Daa.. "U noe???" Heart feelings. lolz =P
It's been lots of things happended these few years n bnyk bg pengajaran to me. Changed me a lot too~
Nasib ja la changed into a better 1. Klu makin truk tdk taw laa. Keriting kali utak. hua hua!
Sharmaine sleep wit me tonite, atleast got sumbdy wot me drpd ak sndiri. Mesti lain ak rasa tuu. Sunyi kn, suma pn trpkir. Tu yg paling ak malas taw. Tat tyme jg la i can CRY! aw! hehe! Terfikir suma org yg pena jahat ngan ak, i hate it! Actualy ak nemaw fkir bt i couldn't avoid it. I dunnoe hw to stop it. Wish somebdy can tell me pa yg ak ptt buat to forget suma tuu. =,=

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

+ I MISS HIM +

It is 2 am oledy. Ak bru ja off lappy jz nw kira mw tdur. Ak dgr lgu dr fon.. mmg camtuu besany b4 tdo. Tp bila trdgr lgu yg trindah dtg mula rindu ak ngan dia. hurmm.. malasny! mmg ak x ble deny feeling neh. wat should i do?? B4 neh ak anggap dia sgala2ny utk ak. Bestfriend, bf, n kawan ak. ak cuma perasan ka?? Tyme susa pn dia da ngan ak. Syg dia sepenuh hati.. cuma ada dia~ Few months berlalu.. np ak masi camneh?np asi terfikir n missing him? mcmana ak maw let go ds feeling? L.O.V.E is so hard! i miss my laughter b4. Np bawa tuu skali? I need it back. Dia, yg ak anggap part of me.. Dia jg yg ak anggap pndorong ak.. Bila dia tiada, semuanya hilang. Happiness, laughter, me? y? I noe ak bukan yg terbaik, tp ak cuba buat yg terbaik utk ak n dia. Is it true mmg dunia neh sda x ada lg "honesty"? Kenapa ak taw benda neh after few months lamanya? Mayb it's much better klu ak taw dr mula kn?ak x kn jadi cam neh. Trapped by my own! Btl ka sabar tu ada hasilny? few years ago bila ak terlalu sabar ak sendiri yang tanggung sakit. ouch! damn! malas maw fkir lg~ Or mayb sayang tuux semestinya kena bersama, tp cukup utk tgk org yg d'syg tu happy. Even diri sendiri yg hurt! Btl ka? senang utk cakap kn? tp blm tentu lg blh buat bnda tuu 100%. Org ckp masa ble ubah semuanya, tp untuk lalui masa tu bkny sekejap. Bnyk benda yg x d jangka ble jadi.. ataw pn klu ble masa d undur balik? hhu! klu etuu pilihan yg ada. Mayb ada sumtink tat i own ryte nw ak xkn dpt pn. There's an advantage n disadvantage on any choices I made. Tp skg neh.. I'm so grateful i still hv my grandmother yg owexz be by my side n owexz supporting me.. Love 4 u never dies my granny [TOMINIM JOUMIN] ! N tank Que oso to kawan2 yg owex support me. Yg still ada until nw.. I really appriciate it! Ak x kn lupa oL of my friend sampai bila2~ I jz need to learn to facing d truth.. Maybb it is true, pa yg jadi slama neh kna let it go slowly... I noe i can do it~ X yg mustahil 4 me. Hargai pa yg ada skg sda cukup dr masi trapped dgn bnda yg sda berlalu. Ada bnda yg lagi pnting tuk d buat n pkir.. Jz be patient. ^_- Yg x baik tu jz buang, bt pa yg ble buat ak tersenyum i'll keep it. Dis is jz piece of my memory. People dtg silih berganti, pa yg tinggal n kekal is "My self" tat is

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

HappeniNg 8 Home!

Wow! today uma neh happening buss~ ramai! 12 people! ouch! Beshhh! Tp 1 of my cousin c simbong nangis. Penat kali cz td ptg dia lari2 kn. Baru pashh makan, kenyang oo! he he! =P

Sharmaine pn balik oledy dr uma aunt nany.. c vick pn ikut cz cuti skuwl jg kn. Tia taw pa maw buat neh, ah dea pn nta mana. Kali p stay ma my cousins n uncle. Urghh!

Monday, June 14, 2010

RANAU! =)





tuing~ tuing~ tuing~

It's raining! N me~ Tatap mengadap lappy. hua hua! Granny tdo. N d others out. Duhh.. sakit ati taw psl result. Nyawa2 ikan bussss~ yaii! paling palui L.K!
urghh~ Setan! Keras pla perut neh ak rasa, netaw np. Malas sda maw pkir pasal L.k tuu..
Tda pla yg best programme tv neh ari.Netaw jg maw buat pa oo. Badan pn still sakit2. Duhh! Maw kuar bt malss cz hujan. Awal pla n tdo smlm, so x rasa ngantuk. Tp best pla tuu tdo tyme2 hujan neh. ha ha! Nyaman~

13th JUNE 2010 [Goshh! Awesome day! Had a Beshh Moment!]






I'm sorry cz lambat post story bout kmarin. Penat btl enjoy kn kmarin. Jan jealous yaa.. He he! pa2 pn tanx to alink, tipul, akbar n him cz kmu maw jg p ranau~ I really enjoy it. Bnyk picx tuu kita snap kn. So to tipul ---> ak pn maw tuu picx! aww! huhu! x pla ak trtgk d camera tu kmarin. N alink ---> Sorry cz ak trtdur kmarin tyme jalan balik. Kesian ko driving sndiri, mesti ngantuk kn. I still trasa lg oo kmarin. Bila bgn td pagi tba2 rasa lain neh. Huhu! Bangun ja tus tgk lg balik tuu picx yg snap kmarin. Badan ak sakit2 neh. ha ha! lebam pn bnyk jg. Mayb tkena d pool. hahahahah! Buli tahan jg laa ramai org d poring kmarin. Awal kami p, tuu blm brapa lg org. Kami p pool yg brbayar tu dlu. Sejuk! Da lg yg berdating d pool r~ sandi! akakak! Min f=gelongsor d pool tuu lg. best! trtendang blakang tipul lg [sorry!] . haha! Tipul laa paling kik oo kmarin.. Lucu brabis.. Ada2 jaa yg dia buat taw. bawa kropok berenang d air, kacau budak laa, pastu ngurat cewek lg. Berair tus tu kropok. akakak! Funny kick! Tp ada ppuan tu kin panas jaa, tgk2 ak mcm maw makan org. Mana ak p ada ja dia, pastu mata mcm maw d cucuk. Bgs klu lawa. Daaa~ Tulung laaa! Booducks la kau tuu r~ Mandi pn trkuar2 baa bra d blakang. Bgs x pyh pakai tus. Tuing! DR pool yg brbyar tuu kami p Howt tubh. X kosong, paksa tunggu. Nasib tipul da dpt tmpat. X lama tuu durg alink lg dapat datu tubh. So da dua laa. Ak p tubh yg panas Glaaxx tuu brendam. best la! skali durg tipul n him dtg kili2 neh. Kunu sakit "tuts" durg klu brendam ctuu. hhahhahahaha! ada laki tuu x jg pn. Bila ak rasa lemas sda [alink caap lowbatt] ak p laa mandi. Ramai! urgh! Dorg pla pindah p pool dkt tandas yg sjuk tuu. Pas suma sda siap mandi ak pla kasi hilang topi tipul {SORRY pak!} nasib jumpa balik. ekekke!

Tyme hantar brg p keta terjumpa pla c LADEM [a friend of mine tyme d ranau lg], ceta kejap ma dia. Kami p canopy walk jg laa. Kapus neh naik tuu, hahha! tmbah laa lowbat. Kdapatan lg camera. akakkaka! Jam 4 lbih tuu kami pn gerak dr poring, singgah lg laa d kundasang then National Park. Makan ctu. wow! Sejuk! Ak x makan cz masi kenyang. Kami p kaki gunung jg, bergambar. Nnt ak upload kn skali k. Sampai kk hantar tipul dlu then ak. Jam 7 lbih jg laa sda. Ak pn x ceta scara trperinci d cni cz certain2 tings so private to me~ bluweek! =P


Sunday, June 13, 2010

Exhausted but Really hAd an awesome day today!

x ble type bnyk laa rny nw cz sgt2 penat. Td d keta pn tertdur. Pa x.. x tdur kn smlm. Naa. sakit kpala tus. I'll post "today GREAT MOMENT" bsok. Nw mw tdo~ Zzzzz..

Selesema oo! aww! x paa, janji happy! =)
C u soon~ Muax! Nyte!

[off to Ranau] whoa!

yahoo! So xcited oo.. Today maw p ranau wif durg alink, tipul, akbar n urm.. Lama neh x p ctuu, last p ranau pn past few years. Miss tat place oo. LOts of memory i left there. Sana laa juax ak knal antang. akakkakka! tda2 neh. Basi sda oo tu history. Bluwekk! =P

kami plan maw p poring pastu round tmpat yg best2.. Ctuu Luanti tmpt yg ikan urut kaki tuu~ aww! Beshh ny tuu! x sabarrrrrrrrr! ekekek! Aduss.. Sakit kpala ak neh makin menjadi2 la pula tw. Neh psl x tdur laa neh. haha! sowt kn. gara2 trlampau xcited sampai x tdur. Hurm.. Nw tgh type post neh Ah dae stting my hair. Taw2 ja la klu urg malas atur rambut neh. hua hua! sandi kn? pa pnya ppuan laa neh. Mesti mw snap bnyk picx neh.. Xble lpaskan pluang. Bknnya sll pn p kn. ngee~
=) Tgh menunggu durg la neh. smangat kn.. Sama jg mcm baoak ku tipul. Tu lg kik. awal dia pack brg. hahahahahh! sama ja dua2..

Sakit mata~ Hu hu!

It is almost 3 o'clock. Ak baru sampai uma.. Td pash hantar Mag then eIto n I went to Sk contoh. Kira maw minta gamme psp dari pat tipul tp x dpt masuk cz psp probz. Kami stay ctuu ngan Tipul [my bapax], akbar [cowok yg sll tuts], alink [anak undertaker ^_-] n d other 1 is c urmm... cannot mention. huhu! Kik neh.. haha! Mw bincang kunu r psl ranau bsk.. taw2 ada jaa keja kami. Lain2 topic ceta kami td. ekekek! =p Rasany ak x kn tdo laa neh, cz nw pn sda jam brapa kn. Ak mw masak lg ... Opppzz! MASAK? aakakkakak! Setahun skali.. mmg malashh... Bkn paa.. asal ak masak ak malas baa klu kna minyak yg meletup tuu.. Sakit pastu mesti berbekas. Klu x pn kna pisau. Ouchh! Sakit kick! ko pkir~ Ngilu isi oo~ makany ak jarang masak. Aiyoo.. bsk resullt kuar sda. huhu! Nervous + excited! awww! Insyallah Ok jaa baa.. Ykin laa kunux. jSharmaine n Umie x balik neh. Durg stay pat aunt naniey. Sunyi uma nada my lil sister neh. Sll dia ja yg kawan ak gaduh. Mishh u a lot my bantal pluk! akakaakz! Klu tdo pn mesti sndiri.. tuu yg ak malas cz nada yg maw d kacau. Urghh! bOring nya~

c ah dae neh pn sama ja blm tdo. ak balik masi lg dia on9~ adedeh.. adiict pla kami suma neh... hehehhe! 24 jam online.. Da laa ngamuk Granny neh x lama.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Guy Sebastian - Angels Brought Me Here

Headache~

Kepala sakit oo~ Hurrm.. Netaw laa np neh, mayb cz x cukup tdur ds few days. Td tghari granny bawa p hantar bekas pat kawan umi d pasir putih den p uma moing d pnampang. Ak yg p hantar tu bkas d uma aunty shima, bt ak netaw mana 1 uma dia trpaksa turun lg balik tnya nenek. x jg urg d uma dia, so kami c tinggal ja la d pintu uma dia. Tus tu kami p terawi uma moing. Gosh! Tua ny suda! bt masi kuat neh.. Impressive whoa! She kiss n hug me.. huhu! mayb cz x cucu dia tinggal ctuu kn.. tats y laa dia trasa.. Nangis be dia tyme kami maw balik sda.. Ciann neh~ She hug meh cam nemaw c lepas.. So cute~ Nenek odik ikut bt kami maw p ambil ah dae lg kn. So dia turun d simpang kg ja. N granny n I direct ambil ah dae d kk. Awal kami sampai sempat laa merayau jap ma granny. Tgk bnyk sale neh. Urghh! Mcm kna panggil2 jaa beli tuu brg td~ Nsib dpt tahan.. ekekkek! Grany treat me makan Ice Cream. My Fav Ice Cream [Cornetto SunDae] aww! muaxx! sadap oo! =) Jalan2 jap ten kami p keta.. tunggu my bro.. X lama dia sampai kami balik la. Nasib jg x bnyk keta.. Saturday kn~ huhu!

Wen i tink bout u, me [us] I'll stare n smile..

Mm.. Ak x ska bila terfikir bout ds. Bt bila teringat i'll automatically smile! Goshh! Dunnoe y! Lucu neh. I supposed to sakit ati ngan pa sda dia buat, bt nta! ak pn binggung. Suma prasaan bercampur baur like "rojak". ekek! marah tuu mayb x laa.. Bt tu satu pengajaran tuk ak, n x ulangi bnda yg sama! Ppl can say pa seja bt It doesn't mean tat they mean it. U noe.. lyke "bermuka2" Susa tuk ak pcaya ngan org lg. Hurm.. Pa lg maw fall in love.. Wooo~ No baby no! aha! Sometimes Love is so menyusahkan.. Kita netaw urg tuu btl2 or jz play on us! kn? Pastu dlm mana2 "Love things" mesti da la kunu gadu n wat so ever.. Urgh! da2 jaa neh~ Like me.. ak jz buat dunnoe ja.. Pretending tat notink happen sdgkn ak simpan sumanya dlm ati.. Sama ja hypocrite kn? aww! N i hate it~ Pa yg sda jadi ak try to 4get it.. Mana yg x bgs to lupakan ja.. [or buat2 lupa] cz bnda yg sda jadi mana la blh dlupa kn.. Bknnya mcm pemadam n pencil. Dui.. Tp mana yg best [happy moment kunu!] berkan ja.Tyme2 boring or sad bila d pkir ble buat ati jadi senang n pastinya lahir satu senyuman dr hati.. Even tat moment jg sebenarnya menyakitkan. huhu! Things tat oLedy happen cannot b rewind once again. N nothings gonna change.. Even ak rasa mcm lbih baik x knal langsung drpd jdi camneh. Bt bnda yyg jadi pasti ada hikmah.. Without knal dia.. ak xkn knal dgn kawan2 ak skg neh. Ak x kn da pa yg da skg neh. Thanks to him jg. Bt .. tuk ak. Ak mmg x ble tgk dia. Pa lg mw bercakap. Mayb not! Ak x ble anggap dia sbg kawan ak. For me. ak cuma anggap dia org asing yg ak x pna knal. I'm sorry! Bt tats d fact. I cannot~ Ak masi x trtdur. Adaka neh yg ak trfkir. aha! x hasil! bluwekk! =P

Mata langsung nemaw trtutup. duii! sandi eh! da la jadi panda ak neh x lama.

It's saturday! aww!

Early mornin.. Oopz! supposed to b subuh. ekekke! Bt still awake. Netaw laa np baru2 neh ak susa maw tdur. Haix~ Mti la terkuar biki mata x lama klu bgni ari2. sejuk btl oo.. Pa x, hujan jaa kn. Nw dua2 my adik pn x tdur lg. Ah Dae baru siap cuci baju dia.. Sharmaine pla main game hp. Ada ja keja kami neh. huhu! Tv berpasang bt netaw laa sapa yg tgk. Membazir ja! Mara neh granny klu dia turun. Action movie tgh main nw.. Bt cam ceta lama2. So.. not that menarik laa. Tulang blakang ak sakit oo.. Ngat kn hijau, bt bila I ask ah Dae tgk x jg. Adui.. np laa neh. Nnt siang netaw laa pa maw buat neh, ari2 buat bnda yg sama ja. Boring oo! Hurm.. arap2 plan ds sunday jadi. Amin~ he he! Online fb.. Bt x jg laa best sgt.. Taw2 jaa la kn, subuh2.. X ramai sgt yg on9. Hur,,.. ds few days I miss my Bestie May Joyce ooo.. Dia study d Kl, so susa laa mw jumpa. Aiyoo.. Rtuu p ctuu pn x terjumpa dia. Soon i'll go to kl mesti jumpa dia! huhu! Mula2 granny said dia maw join, pastu baru2 neh dia caap lg malas.. Mw suru beli kain ja~ Then ak maw jumpa my brother Ikhwan Kasim ! he he! c kik! aww ! =) X sabar oo...
Nwdays minat ak mw travel makin lebih2 pla. ha ha! bnyk plan neh. Mw p ctu la.. Cneh laa.. Plan2 laa kn. ha ha! Tp seriously ak happy ngan lifestyle neh. X jg ak terfikir bnda yg x patut. Bkin spoil jaa neh.
lg yg ak x ska neh bila org tnya psl BOYFRIEND ! Urgh! I hate tat Question oo! Shoo Shoo ! Skg neh ak malashh maw fkir bout tat. Ol tat in my mind is STUDY n enjoy my life.. ekekek! tu ja! Lgpn klu da bf pn x hasil.. Mesti gaduh n blah3! [mcm lagu ke$ha] haha! 4 sure ak x ska psl tu. Enough ! Bg ak yg penting faily n kawan2 ak. N my 1st prority is [S][T][U][D][Y]. Mw jadi engineer kunu.. hua hua! Lari btl ngan ambition ak oo.. Cz my ambition is to b a lawyer bt netaw laa np ble p engineering. Bt I jz Struggle n fight for it~ klu sda ituu kn ktentuan.. hua hua!

Friday, June 11, 2010

Flo Rida-"JUMP"....featuring Nelly Furtado

Bored day at home~

Urgh.. Today ak bangun ja mmg x org d uma. aww ! I'm alone oo ! huhu! Sda la bangun pn lewat.. Cz it's been almost 3 days x dpt tdo kn. Last2 tertdo jam 4 td pg.. Bangun pn almost 2 pm. akakak! Sandi eah! Bangun ja tus mandi then on9. Cuci baju jap suddenly hujan pla. Urgh ! ari2 hujan oo. Kain pn lembap.. X Febreeze pla neh! Bt thank God da softlan. Wangi!! I love tat smell ! Ckit ja pn kain yg maw d cuci.. so syukur2 la. ha ha! Tyme siok2 on9, akung ketuk cermin suru ambil kain cz takut basah. Terkejut! skali mencuci tus ak masuk ja washin machine selipar n kasut ak. akakakka! [ktara neh pmalas ] truk! =p On9 till nw.. x jg maw d buat kn.. Tgk cerekarama at tv3.Mw p ptatan bli makanan cz x pa2 d uma. huhuhu! Lapar! Tp malashh pla jalan. Adoiii...

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